Author Archives: bereavedsurvivor

It lasted for about2 months or so I would wake from a light sleep around 4 am it was mid summer and daybreak was appearing. I was angry and desperate to find my son. From my house I would walk to the places where I knew he loved. I was out for hours marching .TheContinue reading “Searching for Martin”

Trauma of Losing a loved one to Suicide is as catastrophic on par with that of a concentration camp experience. My hallway wall bears the scar of my first Anger rage outburst. My special needs brother had returned home and was giving me some argument about some insignificant issue. I went to level 10 inContinue reading “Why am I so Angry?”

7th July 2018 2 weeks after you left us going to the Memorial Service. As we approach Charlotte I want the plane to stop .I want time to stop I can feel the emotions building inside of me. I can’t keep a brave face on I know as soon as I see the family IContinue reading “Approaching Charlotte Airport NC”